I wrote a blog post last week, which finished, “I just really wish you had lived”. And that is it right there. That is, right now, my life summed up if I’m honest. I just really wish that Elijah had lived. I’m currently sat in our living room surrounded by memories. Memories of good times, memories of… Continue reading When you don’t get the ending you pleaded for.
I’ve just sat down on the sofa. Jonah, Seth and Leah aren’t too long asleep. The ironing is done. The work tops cleaned. Ben is out. It’s a normal kind of night. Our computer is on … as it usually would be … there’s always someone doing something. Our screensaver is set to loop our… Continue reading I just really wish ….